Leviticus 3

This has been such a long day.  Patience on E.  I'm just not ok right now.   But I know I'm about to go to bed and it will all be a new day.  No complaining.

I can't even tell you what this chapter is about.  Another offering, some more sprinkling.

I'm so cynical and tired and...it's time to pray.

Dear God i need you now.

i'm worn down by the world, i'm worn down by my own selfishness, i'm worn down by the negativity of others.  And i don't think i'm really being that selfish, just realistic.  This generation is in deep trouble.  We pursue ourselves through all sorts of convenient outlets.  We have surrendered our minds, sold our bodies, and tainted our precious souls.  And it sorrows me to see it, to see how distant we are from God.  To see how many of us pursue ourselves in almost everything we do.  It gives me great sorrow to read Psalm 119 about delighting in the Lord's law, taking joy from obeying his precepts, and being satisfied by obeying his commands, and then turn around to see his people are often the farthest from these.  i'm done, this isn't beneficial.  Guess i'll go read.

-G